But in the end I must say
that if I occasionally smile,
there are some better days in my life
and some that are really really hard.
On good days I can make you laugh
and the whole world seems so alive,
but on bad days I can't even cherish myself.
So let me cry for my mother and seven sisters
and all the unborn daughters, who will come,
cause: to love loving you on bad days
is the hardest thing I've ever done.